thank you for coloring my life even though you coloured it with blue and tears eventually.
you're a kind and good person but your weakness was your dishonest..
the one most thing I can't tolerate so much.
but from you..
I learnt how to be a loyal and faithful.
when temptations came offering some better guys but at the time I tried to focus on you only until the truth revealed by itself.
never regret (or tried to not to)- the past as I chose to educate my self to be a loyal and faithful person even it seems I wasted my times in vain.
if I can try to be loyal and faithful to God whom I never met so why I can't be it to human beings although they're always disappointing.
no one knows what God wants you to be or
maybe it's not God's want but mine..
but
I know HE allowed it happened so I can learn something from it and..
somehow I can feel HE always there to catch me every time am going to fall.
tonight after a while somehow suddenly I found you there and knew you're okay and healthy, and what i feel?
instead of sad or angry, I feel relieved & grateful to know that you're fine.
God bless you and yours
God bless me and my future!
